Monday, September 1, 2008

Things I've learned today.....

Today was a pretty shitty day. I'm sad and I miss my husband but I decided to bestow some wisdom on you anyway, feel lucky.

Here are some things I've learned in the past 24 hours:

1. No matter how late you stay up, the next day still comes.
2. Red, puffy eyes don't look cute on anyone.
3. No amount of crying is going to change what is happening.
4. Saying good bye to my husband for a year is one of the hardest things I've ever done.
5. Scratch that. Watching him say good bye to the kids was the hardest thing ever.

I'm kind of a mess but its ok, I'm allowed to be today. I'm giving myself today to get it all out, be a whiny crying baby and get it over with. Tomorrow I have to be back to normal for the kids sake. Thats all I can manage for now....


Colleen said...

(( ))
Could I give you any more of these today.
Let me tell you a few things I learned today too:

no matter how much I think things may suck on my end someone else is going through something much more and deserves the title to "sucky".

Before you know it you will be up for 24 hours in excitment to see your husband.

I bet Keith thought you looked sexy as hell with red puffy eyes

You are one of the strongest people I know and if there is any person that I know that can handle this it is you :)

I need to stop reading your blogs and emails because I have red puffy eyes now too. :)

The Mom said...

Thinking of you, and kids, hoping that it will go as easily for you as it possibly can. I cannot imagine. I've always believed, that hard times in life will only make us stronger. Take care, and try to make the most of it. ;)

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